guess last week's busyness was due to the piano concert.. cos this week's much worse! as usual, tues night after work, i had piano lesson.. on wed night, i went back to school to do the club's notice board which definitely has to be revamped like AGAIN? it's damn ugly la. anyway, after that had a short meeting so i reached home at bout 12am. ended up going to work late on thurday.. then thurday night i had cell group.. reached home at 11pm.. and last night, i went back to school again for club meeting.. reached home at 1115pm around there? this is terrible! my piano exam's on the coming friday.. and on coming monday, i will try to go back to school at night again, to do up our booth for orientation! on tues, i will be taking leave to mend the booth and i will be having 2 hours of piano lesson in the evening! wed will still be orientation but i guess i won't be taking leave already since i will have to do so on friday.. and plus, for FOC, i will be taking FOUR days of leave..

and meeting yesterday was damn scary.. after working out our dates for events and activities, we realised we will be seeing each other almost EVERYDAY starting from july.. lessons for excos ourselves, lessons for beginners, lessons for the main stream, crash course lessons for the newbies, orientation day, club chalet, internal and external performances.. WOAHH. im so gonna be damn sian seeing the excos.. hahaha. but let's just hope i won't be that stressed up after my piano exam.. it's just a week more.. AND! i must remind myself to do QT every night..

JIAYOU liane!! :D

this is last week's..


this week's! LEON LIM pk-ed him! i used to like Leon when he was in Project Superstar! :D




anyway, the curly hair girl that we (okay, i) teased him abt, back in sg..


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对你好，不是想得到些什么，只是很自然的举动与现象。因为我没有信心能够默默守候在你身旁，直到打动你的心为止。随着时间的流逝，感情会慢慢的淡化，脑袋瓜也会渐渐地忘记一切。

被爱总比爱一个人简单。

“被等待的人正等待着另一个人。”

Past week has been kinda hectic.. was busy preparing for Sunday's piano concert.. and i had to make it a point to practise every night cos my exam's coming in a few weeks time too.. On Wed night, i went down for Everglow camp.. to visit them actually.. and.. something stupid happened. but anyway, it was a bad night seriously. i don't really feel anything now. it's been like 4 days already.. i felt as though i woke up from a bad dream on Friday morning.. it's been such a long time since i've felt so scared and lost.. the feeling's horrible.. lotsa negative thoughts and stuff.. but.. everything's over.. i've got short term memory.. gradually, i'll forget bout it.. im sure i will! (:


Yesterday! Piano concert! haha. wanna thank Sitong, Tai An, De duan, Peiyin.. and cell ppl.. Weekok, Matt, Jas, Marcus and Cam.. and of course Sinyee who brought me a sunflower and a gift from hk.. not to mention, she brought a GUY along as well.. hahahaha :p Andy ought to be glad i didnt mention his name. oops! Anyway, the pics Matt took will come into good use now..

THANK YOU MATTHEW! hahaha.

anyway, there are ALOT of unglam shots Marcus took when i was walking up the stage, playing my pieces and going down the stage.. i hope he's not gonna post them? and pictures with sinyee and dd/pei are not with me now.. so.. here are the pics that i koped from Matt!

spot my name! :D

the lousy piano which made ALL of us play badly. haha excuses excuses..

cell peeps! (clockwise) weekok, matt, me, jas, marcus (: Cam left early though..

MINE! :D

hahahaha my grade 5 exam book and the dying sunflower! thanks so much sindee sinyee wiggly toes~! :D :D :D

Anyway, dont ask me how i did.. i made ALOT of mistakes.. went to talk to Ms Chong and she gripped my hand super tightly and said that i performed very well and will do very well for my exam.. so nice of her to encourage me.. my running notes were totally yucky! =s

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一直以为自己的直觉很准确。但这次却不一样。不知为什么，虽然觉得有点可惜，但却多了一份轻松。因为我再也不需要猜测他的下一步，也不需要思考他的一举一动代表什么。但是人总是矛盾的。突然间，我好像失去了一份盼望。

有时候，等待会很累，但心里的那份希望偶尔也会让我感到快乐。

“一件从未属于你的东西，也就没有所谓的失去了。”

the new batch of excos went to school today, on a SUNDAY, to do our blog, forum and design our flyers for Open House. For more info, please visit Esprimere Singing Club's blog - http://esprimere-sim.blogspot.com (:

Sorry if the blog is very ME. haha. and please give your comments! (:

Seriously, after looking at so many blogskins, i have the urge to change my blogskin! But i have no time.. =/

Our dear senior finally sang 输了你，赢了世界又如何！Seriously, we should just use him for our flyers.. i bet alot of girls will join the club! haha.

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你到底在害怕什么？

GOOD ONE THIS TIME ROUND! :D



anyway, i didnt post last week's performance cos he looked like he's very lost as to what's the next step he should take. i really dislike the look. like he's lost all the confidence he once had..

sugie got eliminated ):




on friday, had POTLUCK at tayweekok's house.. i was kinda worried before that that many ppl wouldnt turn up or there will be a lack of food or sthg. cos seriously, it wasnt well-planned. plus it was my first week of work so i was kinda tired to coordinate things properly.. but everything turned out fine~ and it was quite fun! (: yays~

but eunice ps me today again ): supposed to go kbox.. she's soooo busy.. sighs. i havent sang for like 3 to 4 months can. i cant believe it! i used to go kbox like every week for my holidays..im so gonna go sing with qm and hm soon..

singing club activities are piling up! orientation, open house, chalet etc. kinda happy to see my fellow heartbreakers and the rest.. but Pei's not with us anymore.. ):

seriously, every single thing you do just puts me off, totally. like, what's your problem!? i get super frustrated, irritated, annoyed, disgusted and the list goes on.. everytime i NEED to communicate with you. and that's cos i need to. i don't want to, AT ALL. i know im super mean.. but, i just cant help it. i believe it'll get better someday. it definitely will. cos i don't wanna be bounded by all these negative feelings.

Saturday went cycling with Jiahan, Jingjing and Seok at ECP! haha it was fun! though i was still scared of the slopes.. luckily the ones at ECP weren't steep.. and im having buttache and a bruised toe now.. =/

Some photos..

i actually intended to go home for a shower before going for youth service.. but it was pouring so heavily.. so it took some time for me to get back to bedok and take the train.. and we were drenched, walking from ECP to Marine Parade.. in the end i decided to go to church straight and stink up the whole audi.. and i was in SHORTS! can you imagine!? and worst thing was, there was communion that day! *faints* so if anyone smelled anything funny that day, im sorry.. it wouldnt happen another time okay? hahaha.

yesterday went out with cell ppl again! 12 of us! caught Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian.. it's niceee~ :D great movie! chilled at Billy Bombers den went off..

gonna start work tmr.. nooooo ): oh yea and i dreamt that i failed my econs.. haiz. very scared laaa. and i have to wait for 3 more months.. please please.. i wanna pass everything!!

im PMS-ing! =/